Sweet Teas, I have not been doing well. Starting the month exhausted and still recovering from covid, and then attending a doctor's appointment where I was delivered terrible news has left me depressed in a way that I have never been before. I have been crying about it for... weeks. I think my eyes are bruised. Not even the new Taylor Swift album could cheer me up, and I didn't even have the motivation to wake up at 5 am for it like I usually do. Even in the darkest of times, that was my tradition, but not this time. It breaks my heart. I am doing slightly better now, thank goodness.